Finally, my boredom and sadness was replaced by pleasure. Im glad i have my sister Cath to accompany me. We will watch Harry Potter 7 at Sm Fairview later. Her treat! thanks again and i am very sorry God -- Jesus of what i've said last night. I didn't mean that. Well, i will greet all Christians in the whole world a Merry Merry Christmas. Lets all celebrate our brother Jesus birthday, 

As i go back to our house in San Mateo. I invited my sister to watch Harry Potter and Narnia. I was so excited. But my excited turns into depression. I was so upset when i found out that Harry Potter was not on the list on the movie list. I want to cry but it couldn't help. Harry Potter book 7 - part 1 ~ the only movie i didn't watch on the cinema. Record breaker. So we just watched Narnia -- the Voyage of the Dawn Treader. I want to chill on the Starbucks but my sister has no money. So, i don't get a chance to buy something there. We get back to our home. The sadness on my face was so obvious and they figured out that i am so lonely that night. It's time for sleeping but i can't sleep -- still unhappy. Because of that i remember all my problems so i cried for almost one hour, i guess and suddenly i realized that its morning. Still unhappy.My heart is down. I'm really sad right now.

Jesus, i'm so sorry. But, i don't feel the Christmas. I will not celebrate it tonight :(

I really like this song. I remember when i was in High School Years. I'd love to listen to this song. Not like that i really love Taylor Swift but i do love her songs. Cause sometimes i touched by her song -- like Teardrops on my guitar. On my own experience, i had a crush but he never see me as a special. yeah! i like him but he don't feel the same. He sees me as his friend. But its ok to me, i really don't mind.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need and
Everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause its so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishin on a wishin star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don\'t know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight,
And give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishin on a wishin' star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do


So I'll drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
and maybe get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
He's the time, taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see...

December 16 is the start of Simbang Gabi or Misa de Gallo or Midnight Mass. But i have no chance to attend on the first day because i woke up so late and i don't like the church near us. It is so small and i think that it is fully occupied people attending there -- so never mind. December 17, i went to West Triangle to get some rest and see my friend and uncles there. I realized that i could attend the mass on December 18 because my friends could join me. I had fun and learned many things. When i'm on the church i realized that i'm getting mature because i understand what father's telling unlike on the days when me and my older sister go to church.

My sister and i decided to pick up our mother at her work and go to Ayala and see the dancing lights there. Cause my sister wants her daughter to see and have fun there. But mama told us that we will go to mall instead-- the weather is hot and i feel sweaty. We see people's crowd at the mall and i get irritated. I see fake Santa Claus at the mall waving at me. I imagine him giving me a wonderful gift (2 SS3 tickets). Lucky Ella -- she got her present from her grandma. A barbie sandals with heels! my mother told me that she's like me when i was on her age (MAARTE).

Its meryenda time at SBarro. I wish onnie was there -- eating with me but she had work to do. Well, ill just envious her. (oh i wish my grammar is right t.t) ~ i ordered Lasagna and Chicago pizza ^^ its my dinner too.

I had lots of fun when I'm playing Friends for sale on Facebook. It's like selling your friend and you earn a lot when you work hard :) as you can see. I'm addicted to FFS (friends for sale) -- MY FFS, cause I am a millionaire there -- having 10m is like a snap. wow! but i see the bad side of playing FFS. you are being addicted, you have more time playing that instead of doing important things, and as you know -- i used another account to earn on FFS, that time i used 7 accounts of my friends (of course i have the permission and they all knew that). Well, I stopped using FFS last june. I get bored because everyday i do stuff again and again (isn't that madness?) but recently I get bored too cause i have nothing to do so i decided to play FFS again to lessen my boredom. And now I'm addicted againt.t.t kek^^